My life was turned upside down last week with a diagnosis of diabetes. My mind has been so focused on learning how to make the changes in my eating and activity that God has gotten put on the back burner. If it wasn't for my cell phone alarms I'd miss the Morning and Evening prayers nearly every day. And prayer time comes in little prayers throughout the day rather than a block of time. My reading has also come to a stop and daily mass has been discarded for the moment. I feel so guilty for spending so much time on myself and so little on God. Nothing could be worse than approaching God upon my death and having to say "Sorry, I was too busy".